Ok so I'm bored so I thought I'd wright in my journal. Erm I've taken up drawing and trying to do some comics and stuff. I got inspired by RimFrost [link] who is amazing *literally* *shifty eyes*. So you might be lucky enough to see some new stuff.

For my friends and those who care I got into college. WOOP. So graphic design is kinda essential in my A levels specially in Systems and Control. So my help me keep a steddy hand although its usually shaking.....hehehe......

So keep an eye out I might have some more stuff on here soon.

Stu x

Ok this is my first journal entry which the gorgeous Nicola made me do. Thanks alot. Anyway I have no idea what to write in this thing I'm past my 1/4 1000 mark infact I'm past the 1/3 1000 mark......

So now I have to talk about Nicola. So who is Nicola, some may know her as Tear Stained Roses [link]. But to me I know her as Nicola, shes pretty much one of the most beautiful women I know, I get up every morning juist to talk with her. But unfortunatly we find it hard to find any happy ending between us as 2000 miles of sea, rock, and Nationality split us apart.
So when did I realise I loved her? I dunno it wasn't 20 minutes after I met her. Maybe when I realised she was perfect. She was everything I would ever want and more. She was someone I wanted to hold, someone I wanted to be with. Even if she doesn't realise it, it will be her braking my heart some day and never will it be the other way round.

So why have I just told you this? I don't know, nor do I care. I wrote it because no poem, no story no masterpiece of art could ever explain the way I truly feel about her. So here it is straight up. Nicola I love you.